Old emails
I was looking through my emails from my own email address of sandyluvstrilo@yahoo.co.uk. Some memories are to be had with that email address. Anyway i found this email which i sent while away in England… i think i was in Brighton at the time for about a week staying above a night club and singing Jeff Buckley The Last Goodbye from my window..anyway so here’s the email…
woof woof woof
this is trilo here….. you should all know me cause im sandy’s dog.. or as she still calls me her “puppy”. she is away in england at the moment and i just thought id send everyone an email.. i know its from her own address but i just havent had time to set up my own one. i want to let everyone know how much i miss her and i kinow she misses me. i can tell she is a little homesick and dying to get me into bed to cuddle up to. i really miss her and since she’s gone i havent slept inside at all. only sandy lets me sleep with her and drink out of her coke bottle or glass and even eat yogurt of her spoon. i love her. anyway im gona end this.
ps; i know this may be the only email you will ever recieve from an animal but i just had to.
big sloppery kisses and my paw slapped into ur face if you dont pet me
trilo
Trilo the wannable kitten
There we were all cosy for the night in front of the fire watching random stuff on telly and enjoying the company of Penny the cat and Trilo the dog who were panned out from the heat.
So anyway totally randomy Trilo starts playing with one of Penny’s toys, like really playing with it. It was so cute and funny i got it on video (now Trilo used to be very scared of lots of things round..like balls so this made it even stranger) Then she started to lick her leg like a cat would, all we needed to see was her brushing her licked paw along her head.
I think penny must be the best thing that has ever happened to Trilo, i really never thought she would live peacefully with a cat but she is. They are great company for one another. Like it’s so sweet coming home and find the two of them on their seats asleep in the sitting room. We just know they have been good company for each other.
You
You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I’d be a fool
You are my all in all…
Thank you. When i hear the songs and the words i feel as though a big comfy duvet is surrounding me and i feel safe.
Paulo Coelho wrote, ” when you have found your path, you must not be afraid. You need to have sufficent courage to make mistakes. Disappointment, defeat and dispair are the tools God uses to show us the way”.
Time
A person i used to work with had this on a social site one day and i took so much from it.
“In life…do not follow the path. Go where there is no path to begin the trail…” Ashanti Proverb.
Finally now i am beginning to feel strong and feel like my whole life is ahead of me. All the negative things from the past seem to be on the way to be just the past. Time is a powerful healing tool, i know it’s a cliche but i believe in it, i want to.
So the Proverb i love it because that is exactly where life is going to go, i will start out into the unknown and begin a beautiful life and future. As Frost says, “and that has made all the difference”.
I hope and pray and forgive in time. I look forward and not back and look to a future full of smiles. It’s only a week into the New Year and while i still do have good days and bad days, i am out walking now and doing loads of positive things and it is so wonderful. Even this beautiful cold frosty weather feels like it’s made for me. I can sense the newness and brightness of the Spring time coming our way.
“Consult not your fears but your hopes and your dreams. Think not about your frustrations, but about your unfulfilled potential. Concern yourself not with what you tried and failed in, but with what it is still possible for you to do.”
– Pope John XXIII.
Eek I don’t sound too philosophical or gay as i do say. I mean it and if it does sound sad i’m not bothered. It’s real and it is from me.
Trilo
A little stroll along Rocky Bay. Lovely day for a walk, the waves were awesome and the colours of the sea were amazing. Nothing like it. Here’s the gorgeous Trilo posing for a photo 
and there’s a few more on My Flickr
